9-27-10

9-27-10
4:02pm

Good afternoon.  I got up at 11:30am but I meant to get up earlier.  Oh well.  I still vacuumed and mopped the floor and folded laundry.  Now, I have more laundry to fold, more tidying up to do, walk the dog, and NBS of course.  Oh, I also got your birthday gift today.  Haha!  I’m disappointed though.  They didn’t have what I wanted for you on the wix&wacks website!  *shakes fist* ooooh and today I’m going to go over the permit stuff so tomorrow I can go get that.  I want it!  I want it!  I want it!  I want it!  I can do it!  I can do it!  I can do it!  I can do it!  So there.  It’s just fucking time to set myself free and be independent.  God.  OH, so one month until your birthday exactly!  Woo!  Wow that means 2 months and one day until mine.  Eek.  27 years old.  I…. am actually kind of excited.  I will have no reason to cry on my b’day this year like I did the last two years.  On my 25th birthday I cried because I spent the day alone and David and I had just separated.  I felt like I was going backwards not forwards. No job, no money, no husband--nothing.  I cried on my 26th birthday because I invited David to the party and he came with a gift and everything.  Most of my friends were no shows.  It was confusing.  Then, he realized I was crushing on this guy so he left so that no one would get the wrong idea.  And I cried.  I feel like crying now thinking of it.  This year, I will have a good job, I will have a drivers licence.  I will be on my way to the top!  Now!  Onto my dream interpretations!  (after I walk Tobi).

Dream one:
I was at home dog sitting and Dan came to my house.  He found out I was dog sitting and he left.  When he came back, he had an armful of dogs for me and wanted me to watch his dogs for him too because he was working an overnight shift.  So he hands me this box of flea medicine and shows me how to put it on the dogs and then he leaves.  Then I was at my old house and there was a party going on.  People were in the hot tub so the floor was all wet.  I had all the dogs on the back porch.  Then suddenly I was back at Dan’s apartment and there was this German girl talking about wanting to meet guys.  I told my friend Shelby that if I was ever that obsessed with boys, to slap me.  So she smacked me and she tells me that’s how I am about Dan.  I said, “that’s him right there.” Well he asked me if I gave the dogs their flea medicine and I lied and said yes to him.  So he took the box and he kept throwing it around and it kept coming back to him like it was made of rubber or something.  Then, I came into the living room by myself and sat on the floor and I said good morning.  Someone said good morning back to me and I realized it was Dan’s father.  He went outside and I could see his shadow/silhouette in the window.  Dan’s face had changed and he was sitting on the couch and holding a little girl.  I got up and went to the kitchen and Erin was making eggs all fancy.  She had them all piled up on a plate.  I turned around and saw some lingerie on the counter and showed Erin.  Dan came in, his face was changed again and he was like, “Who said you could touch my daughters’ dresses?”  And he started wearing makeup and lingerie over his clothes.  I went up to him and started making out with him.

Keywords:
dogs
flea medicine
party
hot tub
wet floor
back porch
being smacked
throwing
rubber
lying
shadows/silhouette
child
eggs
lingerie
makeup
making out
changing faces


Dog
To see a dog in your dream symbolizes intuition, loyalty, generosity, protection, and fidelity. The dream suggests that your strong values and good intentions will enable you to go forward in the world and bring you success. The dream dog may also represent someone in your life who exhibits these qualities. Alternatively, to see a dog in your dream indicates a skill that you may have ignored or forgotten. If the dog is vicious and/or growling, then it indicates some inner conflict within yourself. It may also indicate betrayal and untrustworthiness. If the dog is dead or dying, then it means a loss of a good friend or a deterioration of your instincts.
To dream that a dog bites you on the leg suggests that you have lost your ability to balance aspects of your life. You may be hesitant in approaching a new situation or have no desire to move forward with your goals. Alternatively, it symbolizes disloyalty. To dream that someone is bitten by a dog indicates a betrayal. You feel that you have been wronged by this person.
To see a happily barking dog in your dream symbolizes pleasures and social activity. You are being accepted into some circle. If the dog is barking ferociously, then it represents your habit of making demands on people and controlling situations around you. Are you "barking" too many orders? Alternatively, it could also indicate unfriendly companions.
To see a sick dog in your dream symbolizes a neglected friendship.
To see a dog chasing its tail or running around in circles in your dream implies that you are not handling a situation in an effective way. You are spending too much time on fruitless labor.
To dream that you are feeding a dog means that you are nurturing an old skill or talent. It also implies that you need to put more time and effort into fostering your friendships.
To dream that you are buying a dog indicates your tendency to buy your friends or buy compliments and favors. Alternatively, it suggest a need for you to find companionship. If you are being guided by a dog, then it suggests that you are having difficulties in navigating out of a situation or problem.
To dream that you give or send your dog away indicates that the decisions and choices you are making now may be misinterpreted as disloyalty. You have to do what is right for you and not worry about what others think of the decision. Alternatively, it signifies rejection of friendship.
To run over a dog in your dream means that you are expressing doubt in the intentions of a friend. Perhaps you feel betrayed. Your friend is not being supportive.
To dream that you are dressing up your dog signifies your attempts to cover up your own character flaws and habits.
To see a black colored dog in your dream symbolizes the shadow aspect of a friend. The dark side of someone close to you is being revealed and you are able to see through to their true intentions. If the dog is white, then it indicates that the intentions of a friend are pure and true.
To dream that a dog has puppies refers to your nurturing abilities.
To dream that a dog is eating a snake implies that a close friend is trying to prevent you from making a bad decision.
To see a dog with two heads in your dream means that you are hyper vigilant about your surroundings. On the other hand, the dream may also mean you need to be more aware of what is around you.
To dream that your dog is trying to rape you forewarns that someone who you thought was your friend is trying to take advantage of you.
Also consider the notions associated with the word dog, such as loyalty ("man's best friend") and to be "treated like a dog".

Fleas
To see fleas in your dream signify that you will be provoked into anger and manipulated into retaliation by someone close to you.
To dream that fleas bite you signify that vicious rumors by false friends will slander your character.

Medicine
To dream that you are taking medicine represents a period of emotional and/or spiritual healing. It also indicates that the troubles you are experiencing are only temporary. Things will work out in the long run.
To dream that you are giving medicine to someone indicates that you are trying to take advantage of a situation or of someone.  If you are given the wrong medication, then you are being manipulated. Someone is trying to take advantage of you.


Party
To dream that you are at a party suggests that you need to get out more and enjoy yourself. If the party is a bad one, then it indicates that you are unsure of your social skills. If you dream that you are at your own birthday party, then it represents appreciation for the life you have.
To dream that you are planning a party implies that you are being too methodical and need to be more spontaneous. It is time to let loose. Alternatively, the dream may simply reflect your stress level about planning an actual party.
If you are a man and dream that there are only men at a party suggests that you are questioning your abilities. You fear that you are being overlooked or not measuring up to others. Or perhaps you are also expressing desires of blending in and not standing out.



Hot Tub
To dream that you are in a hot tub indicates that you are unveiling aspects of your subconscious. Alternatively, it refers to relaxation and recuperation. You are looking to escape from your daily problems. The dream may also be a metaphor suggesting that you are in a lot of hot water or that you are in deep trouble.

Wet
To dream that you are wet indicates that you are overcome with emotions. It also signifies a spiritual cleansing, rebirth or renewal. Alternatively, the dream may imply sexual arousal.

Floor
To see the floor in your dream represents your support system and sense of security. You have a firm foundation that you can depend on. The floor in your dream may also symbolize the division between the subconscious and conscious. Alternatively, the dream may  be a pun on being "floored" or being completely surprised. Perhaps you have been caught off guard about something. To kiss the floor in your dream implies that you are grateful for the life you have.
To see a polished or waxed floor in your dream indicates that you are keeping your subconscious suppressed. Consider the condition of the floor for further analysis.
To see a slanted floor in your dream indicates that you are deviating too far from your original plans and goals.
To dream about the floors of a building represents your level of understanding, awareness or success. The higher floors signify higher accomplishments and achievements. If you are in the lower floors, then it refers to more primal attitudes, the subconscious and/or sexuality. It also denotes failures. Consider the significance of the floor number and the type of building the floors are on.
To dream that the floor is made of rubber suggests that you are testing your limits. You are given certain freedoms to explore who you are. Alternatively, dreaming of a rubber floor signifies your forgiving or yielding support system. You are surrounded by people who accept you for your mistakes and flaws.

Porch
To dream of a porch represents your personality, your social self, your facade and how you portray yourself to others. Consider the condition and size of the porch. In particular to dream of an enclosed porch suggests of your tendency to distance yourself from others and your desires for privacy. If the porch is open, then it signifies your outgoing nature and welcoming attitude.


Hit
To dream that you hit something or someone symbolizes unexpressed anger and aggression. You tend to keep your negative feelings inside instead of expressing them in a healthy way.
To dream that someone is hitting you implies that you are feeling helpless or powerless in some waking situation. Someone is trying to force their opinion or view on you.
To dream that you are almost hit or were ran over by a car suggests that your lifestyle, beliefs or goals may be in conflict with another's. It may also be symbolic of a jolting experience or injured pride.

Throw
To dream that you are throwing something indicates that there is someone or something that you need to rid yourself of from your life. Consider the object that you are throwing. Alternatively, the dream may be a pun that you are "throwing" or fixing a game or situation. Are you working against the objective?
To dream that someone is throwing something at you implies that there is something that you have overlooked and need to pay closer attention. Perhaps you need to be on the alert for something that is headed your way. Consider how hard the throw is and what is being thrown at your for additional significance. If it was a hard throw, then it means that you may be in for a surprise.

Rubber
To see rubber in your dream represents your adaptability and versatility to various situations. Alternatively, the dream may be a metaphor for a condom. Perhaps you dream relates to a sexual issue.
To dream that you or someone is hit with a rubber object indicates that things literally bounce off of you. You are unaffected by what is going around you or what others are saying about you.

Liar
To dream that someone is calling you a liar denotes that you will be irked by some deceitful person.
To dream that you are lying suggests that you are trying to deceive yourself into believing in something that goes against your natural instincts or long held values. Ask yourself what you are hiding from yourself or from others.
To dream that someone is a liar indicates your growing distrust for that person. You may have lost your faith in that individual. Alternatively, it suggests that you are no longer as confident.

Shadows
To see you own shadow in your dream signifies an aspect of yourself which you have not acknowledged or recognized. It may be a quality about yourself or a part of you that you are rejecting or want to keep hidden. These qualities may not necessary be negative, but can be creative ones. Alternatively, the dream may mean that you are in someone else's shadow. You are constantly being overlooked and are fed up with it. In particular, if the shadow in your dream is white, then it is your subconscious' way of highlighting the shadow which is often overlooked.
To see a shadowy figure in your dream represents characteristics which you have not acknowledged or incorporated into your own personality. Alternatively, it symbolizes the young, the helpless or the under-developed.

Children
To see children in your dream signify an aspect of yourself and your childlike qualities. You may be retreating back to a childlike state and longing for the past. You are trying to still satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes. Perhaps there is something that you need to see grow and nurture. Take some time off and cater to the inner child within. Alternatively, the dream may be highlighting your innocence, purity, simplicity, and carefree attitude. If you are fighting with children, then it implies that you are repressing your inner child. The children could represent someone in your waking life (coworker, mate, sibling, etc.) who is acting like a child. If you see children fighting in your dream, then it means that your sense of morality and character are in conflict.
To forget about your child or children suggests that you are feeling overwhelmed by your waking responsibilities. The dream is telling you that you are overly fixating on minor details and overlooking the important things on your life. You need to re-prioritize your time and focus on what matters. To dream that your own grown children are still very young indicates that you still see them as young and dependent. You want to feel needed and significant. To dream that you have more children that you actually have in real life means that you are discovering old talents or skills that you have been casting aside.
To dream that you are watching children but they do not know you are there is a metaphor for some hidden knowledge or some latent talent which you have failed to recognize.
To save a child in your dream signifies your attempts to save a part of yourself from being destroyed. If you dream that you are separated from your children, then it symbolizes failure in some personal endeavor or a setback in some ideal you had.

Eggs
To see or eat eggs in your dream symbolize fertility, birth and your creative potential. Something new is about to happen. If the eggs are scrambled, then the dream represents your commitment on a set course. It may also mean that you need to accept the consequences of your actions. If you see eggs hatching in your dream, then it indicates that you will realize your goals. It also means that your ideas are coming to fruition.
To find a nest filled with eggs in your dream signify some financial gain; the more abundant and bigger the eggs, the more significant the gain.
To see cracked or broken eggs in your dream represent feelings of vulnerability or a fragile state in your life. Consider the phrase, walking on eggshells. Alternatively, you may be breaking out of your shell and being comfortable with who you are.
To see bright colored eggs in your dream symbolizes celebration of a happy event.
To dream of rotten eggs signify loss. You may have allowed some situation to take a turn for the worse. Alternatively, the dream is telling you that something may look fine on the outside, but as you delve deeper, you find that it is not what it appears to be. Perhaps, something is too good to be true.
To see fish eggs in your dream represent an idea that has emerged from your subconscious.

Lingerie
To dream that you are wearing lingerie represents your sexual identity, body image and your self-esteem. You may finally be recognizing and acknowledging an aspect of yourself that was not previously expressed.
To dream that you are buying or shopping for lingerie indicates that you are compensating for your inner feelings of emptiness. You may be trying to fulfill some sexual/emotional need. Alternatively, the dream means that you are looking to change your image and attitude. You may feel one way on the inside, but behave another way on the outside.

Makeup**
Making out**
(we already have these)

Face
To see your own face in your dream represents the persona you show to the world as oppose to the real you. It may refer to how you confront problems and deal with issues in your life.
To dream that your face is flawed or pimply symbolizes erupting emotions. You may be suffering an attack on your persona or your reputation. According to folklore, if you dream that your face is swollen, then it means that you will see an improvement to your financial situation.
To dream that your face or someone's face is cracking indicates some deception or big lie. You are unable to maintain a straight face and are about to be exposed.
To dream that you or someone has two faces or that the faces changes quickly from one person to another indicates untrustworthiness. You or someone in your life is acting "two-faced".
To dream that you are washing your face suggests that you need to come clean about some matter.
To dream that your face warps into a bubble indicates that you are not expressing your feelings enough. You are keeping too much inside.

I kind of feel like not writing an analysis of my dreams because the first two are mainly about Dan and while I think my dreams were very telling, I pretty much figured Dan out on my own.  Or so I think. I’m such a detailed dreamer.  I think in the long run my dream is just reflecting on how I saw this great trait in Dan and how i was so hopeful about him that I was willing to adapt to anything just for a chance with him.  And I think that meant ignoring the red flags like changing faces.  I always give people the benefit of the doubt and end up ignoring clear signs that I should listen to.  Blah I don’t know LMAO my dreams are far too detailed and trying to interpret them is no fun!  NO FUN I TELL YOU!  Alrighty onto the next one.

Dream two:
I was at my old house waiting for a party to start, but my friends came and I left with them.  I went to work at Troy Daily News and on my break I went to McDonald’s.  They got my drink order wrong and kept dumping it out.  I went back to work and told Jessica I’d be right there I was just running late.  Then I was outside looking at the beach, thinking how beautiful it was.  Dave came and got me and I kept trying to tell him about the beach but he was just ignoring me and driving to get to the party.  When we got there, I went right outside and jumped in the pool.  Daniel was grilling food and I swam to the deep end where Dan was and he put his arms around me and held me.

Keywords:
**house
**party
work
mcdonalds
wrong drink order [mistakes]
dumping it out
beach
ignored
pool
being held

coworker:
To see your coworkers in your dream, highlights aspects of your waking relationship with them, including difficulties/support.  It signifies your ambition, struggles and competitive nature.  if the coworkers in your dream are not your actual coworkers, then they may pertain to some psychological business that you need to work on.  Work-related dreams can also often be linked to stress at work.

To dream that you are training someone to take your place, suggests that you are moving toward deeper inner development.  You are leaving behind old attitudes and are looking toward the future.

McDonald’s:
To see or dream that you are at McDonald’s signifies happiness and a worry-free attitude.  The dream also suggests that you are living large.  Perhaps the dream is telling you to expand your thinking or horizons. Supersize it!  Alternatively, the dream may just mean you are hungry.

Mistake:
To dream that you make a mistake, indicated that you are doubting yourself in the choices and decisions you are making.

Beach:
To see the beach in your dream symbolizes the meeting between your two states of mind. The sand is symbolic of the rational and mental processes while the water signifies the irrational, unsteady, and emotional aspects of yourself. It is a place of transition between the physical/material and the spiritual.
To dream that you are on the beach and looking out toward the ocean indicates unknown and major changes that are occurring in your life. Consider the state of the ocean, whether it is calm, pleasant, forbidding, etc.
To dream that you are looking toward the beach suggests that you are returning to what is familiar to you. Alternatively, you may be adapting or accepting to the changes and circumstances in your life.
To dream that you are relaxing on a beach signifies that the coming weeks will be calm and tranquil for you. Your stress will be alleviated and you will find peace of mind.
To dream that you are working on the beach signifies a business project that will consume most of your time.  

Ignore:
To dream that you are ignoring someone or being ignored, represents some aspect of yourself which you are not paying enough attention to.  Perhaps you are overlooking something.  Alternatively, it may reflect your real waking experiences of being ignored by that person.

Pool:
To see a pool of water in your dream, indicates that you need to acknowledge and understand your feelings.  It is time to dive in and deal with those emotions.  Alternatively, a pool indicates your desire to be cleansed.  You need to wash away the past.

To dream that you are playing or shooting pool, represents your competitive nature.  You need to learn to win or lose gracefully.  Alternatively, shooting pool means you need to concentrate harder on a problem in your waking life.

Hugging:
To dream that you are hugging someone, symbolizes your loving and caring nature.  You are holding someone or something close to your heart.  Alternatively, it may indicate your need to be more affectionate.

9-28-10
6:14pm
I’m thinking this dream is just about me finding who I am really.  I’m at a much happier place in life despite how unsure I am and despite all the difficulties I face.  I have a long way to go though when it comes to doubting myself and others but the beach suggests that I am adapting to changes and circumstances.  I’m ready to deal with emotions and be cleansed of them.  I really liked this one, and it makes sense what with my feeling very emotional lately.  I give this two thumbs up!  So before I do my last dream, you sent me a text about your latest dream and thought I should look up jewelry and red. So here we go:

Jewelry:
To see jewelry in your dream, signifies status and your own sense of self worth and personal value.  It is also symbolic of knowledge, identity, or whatever qualities you hold precious in your life. Jewelry highlights the importance of spiritual and psychological riches. If you dream of a specific piece of jewelry that you own, then it symbolizes aspects of a waking relationship.
To dream that you receive jewelry as a gift indicates  that you need to acknowledge and incorporate those corresponding qualities within your own self. Consider the type of jewelry and what it is made of.
To see broken jewelry in your dream signifies disappointments in achieving your goals and attaining your highest desires.
To dream that you are wearing too much jewelry means that you are trying to hard to impress others.  *in a way, that’s just like mine I just did*.

Red
Red is an indication of raw energy, force, vigor, intense passion, aggression, power, courage, impulsiveness and passion. The color red has deep emotional and spiritual connotations. Consider the phrase "seeing red" to denote anger. Alternatively, the color red in your dream indicates a lack of energy. You are feeling tired or lethargic.
Red is also the color of danger, violence, blood, shame, rejection, sexual impulses and urges. Perhaps you need to stop and think about your actions.

Dream three:
In my dream it was my birthday and we had two parties going on.  One was “upstairs” and outside for “adults” like parents and whatnot.  And then downstairs was for people my age.  But there was people not getting along and then suddenly we were sleeping.  Then we went to the room where a bunch of us were sitting and I guess I had cake left over.  Well, my friend Corinne brought it to my friend Traci Dax and they started wiping the cake on each other.  Well, I got mad and took the cake and dumped it on them both.  Traci got mad and she told on me.  She said “Mrs Millllleeerrr she took my cake from me.”  And at first I felt guilty because she hadn’t any cake at all.  I didn’t hear any answer and then Traci was like “oh what’s that? …. Oh what a good idea, I just won’t let her have any when I have something to celebrate.”  I was so mad and I so badly wanted to defend myself to this Mrs Miller, but I was like “nevermind forget it.”  So then we were in a car and I was in the back seat.  We went to this huge parking lot and I don’t know what we were doing but then we left and started driving.  I started telling the driver about the cake thing and she agreed with me. I was about to explain it to my friend but she shook her head like it made her uncomfortable. So we passed a sign that said “Animal Kingdom” on top and a sign underneath it said “Magic Kingdom” so I asked where we were going.  The driver said Magic Kingdom so I got all excited.  The boy in the front passenger seat kept putting his chair back in a bed position and it was annoying my friend.  On my phone, I had a voicemail from a black guy telling me HAPPY BIRTHDAY. So I see we’re almost to the magic kingdom and I get all excited, but then I realize I didn’t bring my camera so I can’t take any pictures for you.  So I decide to use my phone, and then I remember I can just buy disposable cameras.  So now it’s night time and we are at this castle where all these soldiers are marching and I tell my friends we can pretend to be Alice In Wonderland characters and reenact scenes and stuff but I was joking.  so the girl actually tries to do it and she’s dressed like Alice and they almost thrown her down a hole in the woods but she gets out of it and runs away.  We turn down this street and there’s a motorcycle.  We look at each other and he parks and comes over to me and puts his arm around me.   Turns out he’s royalty of some kind, like a prince I think.  So we go to this restaurant and we sit with my “family” which is actually my friends the Browns, and I introduce him.  But they keep saying all these embarrassing things….

Keywords:
Birthday
**party
upstairs
**parents
cake
arguing
sleeping
tattling
**car
backseat
Disney World
**voicemail
castle
soldiers
marching
dress up
hole
motorcycle
royalty/prince
**restaurant
embarrassing
guilt
defense

Birthday:
To dream about your birthday denotes acceptance of yourself. You are celebrating who you are and coming to terms with who you are as a person. Alternatively, the dream may mean you are afraid of getting old.
To dream that your birthday was forgotten suggests that you are feeling lonely, overshadowed, and under-appreciated.

Birthday Cake
To see a birthday cake in your dream indicates that the best of your wishes will be realized. It also represents your willingness to let people in and share your life with others.
To see candles on the cake represents your positive outlook in life.

Cake
To see a cake in your dream indicates that you need to learn to share and allocate your workload instead of trying to do everything yourself.  Cakes also symbolize selfishness or the feeling of not getting your fair share. More positively, the dream may represent your accomplishments and achievements. Consider also the metaphor a "piece of cake" or some situation that is easy.
To see a partially eaten cake in your dream signifies missed and lost opportunities.
To dream that you are buying a cake suggests that you have accepted the rewards and recognition you are getting for our work.  You are learning to be comfortable in the spotlight.


Argument
To dream that you are arguing suggests that you are trying to resolve some internal conflict or some unsettled issue in your waking life. Consider the symbolism of whom you are arguing with and what you are arguing about. How does he or she reflect some person or some aspect of yourself in your waking life?

Sleeping
To dream that you are sleeping denotes peace of mind. Alternatively, it means that you are ignorant of the conditions and circumstances around you. If you are sleeping with a stranger, then it suggests that you are avoiding some issue or situation that is being symbolized by the stranger. Perhaps you are refusing to recognize a negative or hidden aspect of yourself. Sleeping may also be synonymous with death in that it beckons renewal and new beginnings.
To see someone sleeping in your dream is a reflection of yourself and your own subconscious mind. It is telling you that you may not be alert or informed about a particular situation. More specifically, to see your parent(s) sleeping implies that you are turning a blind eye to certain things that would normally bother you. To see your boyfriend sleeping in your dream indicates that you are refusing to see a problem in the relationship. You are afraid to confront or bring up the issue.

Soldier
To see or dream that you are a soldier signifies discipline, structure, rigidity and your staunch attitude. You are imposing your opinions and feelings on others. Alternatively, a soldier means that you are preparing yourself to do battle over an issue. You feel the need to defend your beliefs, values and opinions.
To dream that you are an ex-soldier represents your ability to yield in your decisions and your way of thinking. You need to change your approach toward your goal.

Marching
To dream that you are marching to the beat of music signifies teamwork, conformity, and structure. Perhaps the dream serves as a calling as a soldier or as a public officer.
To see people marching in your dream denotes your desires in wanting to associate with people in public positions.

Costume
To dream that you are wearing a costume indicates that you are putting on a facade toward others. You do not want to reveal your true self and are not being completely honest with people around you.
Backseat
To dream that you are sitting in the backseat of a car suggests that you are no longer in control of your life.  You may be feeling overpowered, dominated and being told what to do. You need to start taking back control of your life.
To dream that someone is sitting in your backseat highlights your own position of power and control. Someone else's destiny or fate is in your hands.


Backseat
To dream that you are sitting in the backseat of a car suggests that you are no longer in control of your life.  You may be feeling overpowered, dominated and being told what to do. You need to start taking back control of your life.
To dream that someone is sitting in your backseat highlights your own position of power and control. Someone else's destiny or fate is in your hands.


Castle
To see a castle in your dream signifies reward, honor, recognition, and praise for your achievements. You are destined to a position of power, wealth, and prestige. Alternatively, the dream indicates your desire to escape from life's daily problems.
To dream that you live in a castle represents your extreme need for security and protection to the point where you may be isolating yourself from others. Perhaps the dream parallels a waking situation where it  has put you on the defensive.
To see a castle door in your dream indicates that you have missed a huge and/or profitable opportunity, especially if you are standing outside the castle door. If you are standing inside the castle door, then it means that you have let your success and ego distance you from others.


Hole
To see a hole in the ground denotes hidden aspects of your activities. On the other hand, it may mean that you are feeling hollow or empty inside. This dream may be an awakening for you to get out and expose yourself to new interests and activities. Alternatively, the dream may be a pun on "wholeness" or completeness.
To dream that you fall into a hole represents a pitfall in some waking situation. You feel you are stuck. Perhaps, you have dug yourself into a hole and cannot get out of it.
To dream that there is a hole in your clothing indicates that there are some flaws in your thinking or thought process. You may need to undergo an image makeover.

I think I exhausted my dream analysis efforts. Lol.  It gets to be overwhelming in a sense.  Sorry!  But hey, today was good for the most part!  I presold with Maryann for Lancome’s gift. I got a foundation brush and a new perfume.  I spent so much money doing it but it meant a lot to her. The gift seems nice so we’ll see.  Then, I went to the DMV for my permit.  Turns out I didn’t have the right stuff so I had to go home and get it all.  I made it back to the DMV with like 3 minutes to spare.  Lmao.  The examiner I got was a black guy and he was not very friendly.  However, by the time I left--I could see why.  Anyway, I failed my vision test even with glasses on.  My right eye is just a mess.  It’s lazy, I have an astigmatism, and I always wondered if i was blind in one eye.  I don’t think I am though.  I mean when I shut my left eye (like I am now!).  I can see but wow it’s weak.  <~~~oops~~~~> And it strains my right eye terribly.  So he told me to just go ahead and take my test and that I would have to see the eye doctor to get my permit.  So, I failed the test at first.  I think because I was so nervous, and I couldn’t think straight because the stupid calling system for everyone in line was distracting me.  So yea, I failed the first section but I passed the signs with flying colors.  So, I was able to retake the first section for $16.25 so I did.  I retook it and ignored my headache and took my time and I fuckin nailed that bitch!  I am so proud of myself.  I know some people would think “big deal” but people who know me, know how hard it is for me and it means a lot to me that people have been so excited for me.  So anyway, I have an appointment with the eye Dr on Wed--tomorrow I mean--at 5pm.  I know they’re going to dilate my eyes and that always makes me sick.  I hope they don’t make me get bifocals.  I hate bifocals!  Lmao I guess I’ll deal with whatever they tell me. Well, tomorrow I was going to go to a job fair but my friends found out it wasn’t a real job fair.  It’s a resume assisting class.  people had parking refunded to them for the mishap.  So, back to the drawing board.  I’m calling TMS health, The Watershed, and that lady I met at Sears tomorrow.  I want a new job!  FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS GOOD IN THIS WORLD…. GET. ME. OUT. OF. SEARS.  Lol.  I’m still peeved that I only got 3 hours this week. Wtf for?  Why do me any favors at all?  I can’t make any $$ I just need a new job.  I might even confront Jessica over this.  I mean fine, if you don’t have the hours to give me I understand but don’t keep hiring new cashiers.  Wtf is that bullshit?  Ya know??  She’s just going to tell me I need to get credit.  And I’m gonna put the thumbscrews to her then.  I can’t get credit if I’m not working.  Not to mention it’s BULLSHIT to punish me for what I can’t control.  I’m a human fucking being.  I have cost of living!  /endrant.  And oops sorry I skipped pages from my dream.  Anyway.  Bed time!  Night!  Love you!  Sweet dreams!

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