6:18pm
Ah… so yesterday I was feeling nostalgic for Grant. Not so much like, wanting to be with him, but talking to him. I think it’s because a coworker mentioned seeing him. I don’t know, I’m fighting on texting him. He doesn’t know my new number. I’ll see how I feel next week? I hate when I’m indecisive over people. So, today was nice. I went out in the boat with Dad and Tobi. I got frustrated because I didn’t get pictures I wanted cause Dad would slow down. =(. Peanut Island was so much fun. I was going to go to Bru’s Room with Nicole and Justine but when I got home they had moved to Lantana Ale and they were going to Brogues after so I stayed home. I hate that people think I just told “all my friends to fuck off” but I guess in a way I did. I don’t know, I’m tired of always feeling like I have to explain myself. I’m always “wrong” so I’m at the point where it’s like “think whatever you want, you will anyway.” But I’m kind of disappointed I didn’t get to hit up Bru’s room. I stayed in all week so I was kind of in the mood to do stuff. Oh well, no use being sour grapes over it. It is what it is I guess. I’m going to just do NBS. Now that the dream website works again, I’ll get on it. Yays. (Oh, I also texted my friend Amanda--the flakey one--she said she’s moving back here in October!)
More Dreams
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The parts I remember… I was walking through this neighborhood taking pictures and this guy shows up. He is tall, skinny, and has black shoulder length curly hair. At first he tells me he’s a cop but for some reason I know he’s joking. Then it gets weird. I end up in this house where there are these sisters. One is like 12 and the other one looks like Katherine Heigl. They have to hide their ages so the boys won’t know how old they are and there is this other guy who is blonde and very cute. He rescues the little sister from this monster thing that lives in the bathroom. It’s like a huge raccoon or something. Me and the blonde cute guy were trying to make out but we were always getting interrupted. Then I find out that he and the other guy weren’t cops, they were painters for this huge house I was living in. I remember being on the roof and I texted my friend Jen and I told her I was going to tell this guy that I was a virgin. So then we do a whole bunch of flirting and we end up in bed and we’re making out when I try to tell him the truth and we get interrupted. Again.
Keywords:
taking pictures
cop
joking
lying
hiding
rescue
monster
bathroom
raccoon
painters
huge house
roof
text
flirting
bed
making out
being interrupted
Pictures:
To dream that you are taking a picture, suggests that you need to focus more attention to some situation or relationship. Perhaps, you feel that you need to recapture some past moments in a relationship. Alternatively,taking a picture refers to your desires to hold onto a certain moment in your life.
Police:
To see the police in your dream, symbolizes structure, rules, power, authority, and control. You need to put an end to your reckless behavior or else the law will catch up to you. Alternatively, the dream refers to failure in honoring your obligation and commitments.
Joke:
To dream that you are telling a joke, denotes that you are not being taken seriously and as a result you are feeling frustrated. On the other hand, you may not be the one who is taking an issue seriously.To hear a joke in your dream, signifies that you are doing something that is either pointless or ridiculous. The dream may serve to alleviate some tension that has been weighing on you.
Liar:
To dream that someone is calling you a liar, denotes that you will be irked by some decietful person.
To dream that you are lying, suggests that you are trying to deceive yourself into believing in something that goes against your natural instincts or long held values. ask yourself what you are hiding from yourself or from others. To dream that someone is a liar, indicates your growing distrust for that person. You may have lost your faith in that individual. Alternatively, it suggests that you are no longer as confident.
Hiding:
To dream that you are hiding, suggests that you are keeping some secret or withholding some information. You may not be facing up to a situation or dealing with some issue. However, you may be getting ready to reveal something and confess before somebody finds out. In particular, to dream that you are hiding from some authority figure (police, parent, teacher…) implies feelings of guilt.To dream that someone is hiding, indicates that you are looking for a sense of security and protection.
Rescue:
To dream that you are being rescued or rescue others, represents an aspect of yourself that has been neglected or ignored. You are trying to find a way to express this neglected part of yourself. Alternatively, it symbolizes an unconscious cry for help. Perhaps you are too proud in your waking life to ask for assistance.
Monster:
To dream that you are chased or followed by a monster, represents aspects of yourself that you find repulsive and ugly. You may possess some fears or some repressed emotions. Try to confront the monster in your dream and figure out who or what aspect of yourself the monster represents. To dream that you kill a monster, means that you will successfully overcome your rivals and advance to a higher position.
Raccoon:
To see a raccoon in your dream signifies deceit and thievery. You are not being completely honest in some situation. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are hiding something. You are keeping a secret.
Bathroom:
To dream that you are in the bathroom, relates to your instinctual urges. You may be experiencing some burdens/feelings and need to “relieve yourself.” Alternatively, a bathroom symbolizes purification and self-renewal. You need to cleanse yourself, both emotionally and psychologically.
To dream that you are in a public restroom with no stalls or that there are a lot of people around while you are trying to do your business, signifies your frustrations about getting enough privacy. You are always putting others ahead of your own needs. As a result, you are lacking a sense of personal space. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are having difficulties letting go of old emotions. You are afraid that if you reveal these feelings, then others around you will judge and criticize you. If you dream that you are in a bathroom meant for the opposite sex, then it suggests that you are overstepping your boundaries. You have crossed the line in some situation.
To dream that you cannot find the bathroom or that you have difficulties finding one, indicates that you have difficulties in releasing and expressing your emotions. You are holding back your true feelings about something.
Painting
To dream that you are painting your house indicates that you will experience success in a new project. You may even be promoted to a coveted position. You may be expressing your creativity. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are covering up something. If someone else is painting your house, then it suggests that someone close to you is hiding something from you. Also consider the color of the paint to determine any additional significance. For example, red colored paint may imply painting the town red and releasing pent up excitement.
To dream that paint has gotten on your clothes signifies that you are too easily offended by criticism about you.
To see a painting in your dream represents creativity and your need for self-expression. The painting is symbolic of your intuition and inner realizations.
To dream that you are painting a picture indicates that you need to express your creative side more.
House
To see a house in your dream represents your own soul and self. Specific rooms in the house indicate a specific aspect of your psyche. In general, the attic represents your intellect, the basement represents the subconscious, etc. If the house is empty, then it indicates feelings of insecurity. If the house is shifting, then it suggests that you are going through some personal changes and changing your belief system. To dream that a house has no walls represents a lack of privacy. You feel that everyone is looking over your shoulder or up in your business.
To see an abandoned house in your dream implies that you have left behind your past. You are ready to move forward toward the future.
To dream that you are cleaning your house signifies your need to clear out your thoughts and get rid of old ways. You are seeking self-improvement. If you live with others in your waking life, but dream that you are living alone suggests that you need to take new steps toward independence. You need to accept responsibilities and be more self-reliant.
To see an old, run-down house in your dream represents your old beliefs, attitudes and how you used to think or feel. A situation in your current life may be bringing about those same old attitudes and feelings. Alternatively, the old house may symbolize your need to update you mode of thinking. If you see messy and/or dilapidated houses in your dream, then it implies that an aspect of your own life is in chaos. You may be suffering from some emotional or psychological clutter. You need to release these feelings in order to regain control. To dream that your house is damaged indicates your waking concerns about the condition of your house.
To dream of a house that looks beautiful from the outside and/or downstairs, but the upstairs is falling apart implies that you are too concerned with outward appearances that your mental and emotional health is being neglected.
To dream that you are inside a stranger's house indicates that there is something that you have yet to discover about yourself. It may mean that there are repressed memories, fears or emotions that you are not confronting.
To dream that you are building a house implies that you need to work on some aspect of yourself and better your mind or body. Alternatively, the dream is also representative of your maturing mindset.
To see a new house in your dream indicates that you are entering into a new phase or new area in your life.You are becoming more emotionally mature. If you are locked out of the house, then it represents rejection and insecurity. You feel you are being left behind.
To dream that your house is broken into suggests that you are feeling violated. It may refer to a particular relationship or current situation in your life. Alternatively, it indicates that some subconscious material is attempting to make itself known. There are some aspects of yourself that you have denied.
To dream of a haunted house signifies unfinished emotional business, related to your childhood family, dead relatives, or repressed memories and feelings.
To dream that a house has disappeared indicates that you are not feeling grounded. You feel uprooted by a particular circumstance or relationship in your life.
To dream that water is rising up in your house suggests that you are becoming overwhelmed by your emotions. To see houses under water implies that you are very comfortable with your own emotions. Alternatively, the dream may be a reflection of your housing situation. Perhaps you are "underwater" in your mortgage.
Roof
To see a roof in your dream symbolizes a barrier between two states of consciousness. You are protecting or sheltering your consciousness, mentality, and beliefs. The dream provides an overview of how you see yourself and who you think you are.
To dream that you are on top of a roof symbolizes boundless success. If you fall off the roof, then it suggests that you do not have a firm grip and solid foundation on your advanced position. If you dream that the rooftops are falling away from you as you cross from rooftop to rooftop, then it implies that there is no turning back once you move forward with your goals. You need to stay the course and continue to move forward. If you are re-roofing in your dream, then it suggests that you need to raise your goals and set your sights higher.
To dream that the roof is leaking represents distractions, annoyances, and unwanted influences in your life. New information is slowly revealing itself to you. Something is finally getting through to you. Alternatively, the dream means that someone is imposing and intruding their thoughts and opinions on you.
To dream that the roof is falling in indicates that your high ideals are crashing down on you. Perhaps you need to rethink the high expectations or goals you have set for yourself.
Text Message
To dream that you are sending or receiving a text message represents your connection to others and your network of friendships. The dream may also elude to romance. Alternatively, text messages represent messages from your subconscious.
Flirting
To dream that you are flirting or that someone is flirting with you represents your need for intimacy and affection. You may be about to enter into a serious commitment or relationship in the near future.
To dream that your spouse or significant other is flirting with someone else indicates that you are feeling an emotional or physical distance from her. There is a lack of communication in the relationship.
Bed
To see your bed in your dream represents your intimate self and discovery of your sexuality. If you are sleeping in your own bed, then it denotes security and restoration of your mind. You may be looking for domestic bliss, for peace or for some form of escape. If you are waking up in a different and/or unknown bed, then it represents the consequences of the decisions you have made. The dream may also be a pun on the completion of a project and "putting it to bed." Consider the condition of the bed. If the bed is made, then it symbolizes security. If the bed is unmade, then it indicates that certain secrets will soon be exposed or revealed. Or that you are exhibiting some carelessness in your sexual behavior.
To dream that you are searching for a bed suggests that you are having difficulties acknowledging your intimate self. You may be feeling inhibited in expressing your sexuality. Alternatively, it may mean that you are looking for domestic security and happiness. Or you just need more sleep.
To dream that you are floating or lifting up into the air from your bed suggests that you are feeling helpless and disconnected from those around you. Your ideas may be alienating people. You might need to tone down your personality a bit.
Making Out
To dream that you are making out with someone suggests that you have an subconscious desire to pursue a relationship, but fear that it will jeopardize the friendship. If you don't like this person in this way, then the dream suggests that you need to acknowledge and incorporate aspects of this person into your own character. Consider specific traits that this person possess.
Interrupt
To dream that you are being interrupted suggests that things in your waking life are not going as smoothly as you would like. You may feel that you are continually being sidetracked and that you are unable to get your point across.
*I feel like this dream is sort of all over the face (ok I meant place. Wow self, wtf). So it seems in one sense you are trying to capture moments from your past but maybe you know it’s pointless. You are distrustful about certain people. There may be a part of yourself you find repulsive and ugly and you are trying to keep it locked up to protect others or maybe you feel someone else is, but you want to let it out and relieve it because you are who you are. I wonder if the huge house in your dream is how you are feeling about your soul. The fact that these guys are painters for the house could point to direction of some kind. The roof and you standing on it also points to success--maybe in your friendships. You have a strong need for intimacy though. Making out is a desire to seek and intimate relationship with someone, but since you keep getting interrupted, you are either not feeling comfortable with that situation or something keeps you sidetracked.*
Blagh, I don’t know. I mean I put the actual meanings in here for you because I could be way off and you may pick up on it right away. Ya know? I will say this--someone once told me that a dream is just a dream. Well, sometimes they said. I think most of them have truth though! So anyway, I’ll do mine tomorrow. It’s almost 3 am!
Love you,
Night.
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