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Today was spectacular, spectacular. We got up and went out in the boat! It’s just so damn beautiful here. I keep saying I’d stay here but I think I’d only be happy to visit. It doesn’t seem like I’d do anything with myself here. I guess I could be wrong though. Anyway, we hung out at this little island and drank, ate, swam, and listened to music. Loved it. Kimberlee stepped on a metal thing stuck in the ground. Poor Kim. It really hurt. Then we left cause it started raining. But, just before we left, a pontoon boat pulled in. It had like 14 people on it, no lie. Mostly kids but 4 or 5 adult women. Some of the kids went nuts over Tobi. I got a picture of them beginning to little by little, skidattle as my dad was like, “Ok, Tobi, I’m going to put you in the boat now” which was his subtle way of saying “leave me and my dog alone.” I think.
So, we went to Eddie Sharp racing which is who my brother-in-law works for (Trucker Mike! He drives a hauler.) I took as many pics of race cars as I could. So cool. We had spaghetti and sausage for dinner and Kim made dad and I this frickin’ amazing strawberry salad with (obviously) strawberries, pecans, feta cheese, salad greens, and raspberry dressing. = epic win! I am now listening to music.
“Mi Amor” by Color me Badd reminds me of Laurie from a “Days of our Lives” rpg I ran. She turned out to be a fucking lunatic, but whatever. I seem to attract that kind. She loved that song and we dedicated it to these characters we had that we coupled. Luckily, the song isn’t ruined for me. “Better, faster, stronger” (and a few other songs) remind me of Big Dave and when we drove along A1A. I love it! And then “All 4 Love” by Color Me Badd reminds me of Amanda in Ohio. I first heard it on the way to Lockington (I think it was Lockington). We went to see a grave site for a friend of hers. It was a sad reason, but one of my favorite memories. Mandy could be a crazy bitch, but she always made me smile. “Take My Breath Away” DJ Sammy version doesn’t remind me of anything yet. “More than Words” by Extreme makes me think of my future Mr Right. I KNOW he’s out there. He’ll find me when the time is right and I won’t run away.
Damn. My mp3 player is about to die. I guess when it does, I’ll say goodnight. You know, it’s amazing that songs remind me of people (like RIchard Marx, The Plastics, and Firehouse reminded me of Ryan. Blegh. No offense). No longer hold that memory. It’s good in a way, and sad in others I guess.
So I finished “Go Ask Alice” and felt like writing about it. The whole thing was just excruciatingly sad. It made me think of Rory and wonder if any of the things I read were his thoughts also. It’s the diary of a girl and her road with drugs. What made me the saddest was the she got through it! She worked so hard to get through it and went through hell because she tried to be better. And 3 weeks after her last diary entry--she died of an OD. No one knows if it was accidental or premeditated. It’s so sad. I’m guessing accidental cuz I think if it was premeditated, she’d have left a note. But who knows?
I just finished listening to James Blunt. His music always, without fail, reminds me of Rory. Only cause, one day, I read his iTunes list on the computer and he had SO MUCH James Blunt. I guess it could’ve been Traci’s but my gut says it was Rory’s. I wonder if there’s a woman out in the world somewhere that makes James Blunt remind Rory of her? (I think that made sense). He just really hates women and I don’t understand it. Then again, why do I even bother trying to figure him out? Lol.
Well, I wanted to write one more page, but I’ve pretty much emptied my mind. Oh, yea. Celine Dion “Water From the Moon” is all about my relationship (at one time) with David…
{Water From the Moon lyrics}
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