10/10/10

10/10/10

Hey lady!
So, I have changed my mind yet again.  I am going to write in this until it’s all finished and get you a brand new one all to yourself.  But I’m still counting down the days until my birthday.  I am still planning on using all the other notebooks for all different stuff so…. yay!  I got one book club book… so far it’s books I’m either reading right now or that I haven’t read in a long time and the other notebook will be poems and pictures.  *sigh* After months of freaking out about what to  make of all the different notebooks, I’m glad to finally be decided on what is what.  I really want to make a Twilight notebook next (another volume).  Mostly quotes, photos and magazine pictures.  This could be where we rewrite everything we wish could have been in the real books.  Example:
“Bella looked at Edward with unreadable eyes.  She could not believe he was making such a big deal out of her afternoon with Jacob.  He was her best friend, her family.  He was the reason she was still alive today.  If Edward had never come back, maybe he could have been more than that.
She knew that Edward was a really good liar.  She knew that he omitted things in order to protect her.  he had done so much to hurt her already by not being fully honest with her.  She was thankful that he couldn’t read her thoughts, but it’s not like she hid much from him at all, if anything.
She often wondered what he must have been like when he was human.  Was he always like this?  He reminded her of a ticking bomb, yet she knew that if he accidentally killed her he wouldn’t wait to take his own life, if Charlie didn’t beat him to it. How much safer was she with Edward than she was with Jacob?

She was growing tired of all these politics between Vampire and Werewolf.  If they both wanted her in their lives, they were going to have to get along.  She wasn’t going to feel guilty for being an honorary wolf girl, either.  These boys were just going to have to suck it up.  Or kill each other.  Right now, she was alright with either one.”

So… that was fun.  Wow… I also believe I wrote my own fan fic.  Ooooh… this could be the start of something great.

Well, it’s after 1am and I am exhausted.  I had a huge day and I know tomorrow will be one, too.  But… I do still have lots to write about (as I always do) and since I don’t seem to be having a problem writing in here anymore (I think I was just really exhausted from being in pain and I was having a lot of trouble concentrating long enough to write.  But I’m starting to feel better so I will FINALLY really unleash my soul in here--not like I haven’t been, but you know what I mean--).

<3 you and hope you are doing okay,
Rita Bo Bita.