10-8-10

10-8-10
9:47am

Good morning.  I got up cuz I did not know if I was supposed to help my church ladies or not.  I haven’t spoken to anyone about it this week, so if they come--great and if not, oh wells. I hope using this pen doesn’t hurt your eyes.  I saw it and jumped for joy cause, yay!  Something new!  I have other colors but they seem to have mysteriously disappeared.  Hmmm my ride isn’t here yet so I’m assuming no church today.  See, usually she calls but not this week.  I forgot about going until late last night and now it’s too late to call her.  Also, it’s possible she couldn’t go this week.  I remember everyone talking about something like that last week but I don’t remember but whatever.  No big deal.  I can put music on and just write.  Oh I just remembered I got paid yesterday.  I wonder how much!  Let me go look!  $108.34.  I was down to like $19 and change in my account but now I have around $128.00.  I just have to pass this stuff to you.  Other than that, I’m going to try not to spend money.  Yea, ha!  Wish me luck with that.  Today is just a NBS day I think.  My eye hurts though!  :( I just opened the doors and windows so the flies are going to drive me nuts Lmao, but the breeze feels good.  Alright, I called everyone back I needed to call.  My school called, TMS Health called, and this was all yesterday but when I got home it was too late to deal with it.  So I called today--oh there’s my school.  Hot damn, I have an interview today.  I’m trying to figure out where it is before I call to confirm.  Google says it’s right next to Bru’s room but I’m trying to think of where that could possible be because all I know of is a big building over there.  It could be in that building.  Now, I’m researching the company so I can see if I want it.  I can’t find it on Google though!  I hate going in blind, though!  I want to be able to say “I want to work for your company because…” you know?  Oh well, i know where they are at now so I’ll just go and hope I don’t have to do blood.  Cause omg I fuckin’ hate blood.  Blood draws are not my friend!  Alright so I’m gonna leave in about 20 minutes!  I hope this is a job I want--it involves bones and joints which is my favorite part of anatomy.  After my interview I’ll most likely walk to Big Lots to find the picture I want in my bathroom.  I also want to look at bathroom accessories.  I don’t know if Dan is there, but if he is--he can see me all dressed up and eat his heart out.  Bahahaha.  This is what you’re missing, buddy!  If he’s not there then oh well, I wasn’t going for him anyway.  Lol.  Grrr, I’m hungry.  Oh well, I’m waiting until after the interview.  Anyway, I’ll write more when I’m home so wish me luck!

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3:50pm

Alright, so the interview was alright.  I don’t think it’s the job for me but we will see.  There is blood draw *sigh* and injections *sigh*.  I still want the TMS job.  Lol.  EEK I just went back to read over stuff and this green is wreaking havoc on my eyes so… Anyway, the lady said 2nd interviews would be called for on Monday.  But I’m not counting on it.  I’m okay with it though.  The right position will come along.  Maybe I’ll be driving when it does!  You never know!  So, after my interview, I walked over to Big Lots where I got my rose picture for the bathroom.  I also got candles so yay!  So much for not spending $$.  Heh.  I spent $22 and change so I’m at like $105.00 now or less.  No more!  And by the way, no Dan.  I kind of figured that would be the case so, oh well.  I made you a very interesting video.  I hope it works for you cuz it’s not working for me.  I can see it on my camera, but I can’t hear it.  And on my computer, I can hear it but not see it!  Go figure!  I think it’ll make you laugh anyway.  Lol.  Lol.  I am such a freaking dork LMAO.  So, last night, I was introduced to Mariana’s Trench.  The most amazing band ever,  Ok, not EVER but oh they rule so much.  I’m kind of hard core crushing on the lead singer.  Gaaaah, I am still boy crazy.  I saw this guy on Palm Tran today.  He had bright red hair and usually I’m like ew red heads (except my red-haired-freckle-faced son of course).  But this guy was pretty hott.  honestly though--I think I’m just horny.  I know, TMI, and I’m sorry, but it’s true.  Omg the fuckin’ flies.  Ahhhh!  But yeah, it sucks being single sometimes when you don’t get regular sex.  Lol.  *sigh* but then again, I also don’t have the headache of what comes with having a boyfriend so yay me!  Alright, back to writing now at 2:28am!  Lmao.  Well you want to know about my homemade sex toys.  It’s very simple.  I didn’t have to actually make anything  I just find a pillow or blanket, wad it up and between my legs it goes.  Most girls get going with vibrators and it works on them internally.  but nooo not me i’m a clitoris girl through and through.  I have to play out my older man fantasy for it to work.  Lame!  I guess not lame so much since everyone has their thing, but it’s embarrassing to me.  At times, I’m just hot damn, that is messed up.  Holy Cheetos!  I just took my glasses off and I can barely see what I am writing.  Daaaaang.  Well chica, I am going to listen to this song by Mariana’s Trench.  I can’t believe how into them I am. Lol.  So, anyway sweet dreams.  Nighty nighterz, don’t let the bedbugs biterz.
Love you!

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