8:55am
Good morning. I got up early cuz our bathroom guy is coming and I didn’t want to be woken up by lots of noise and then look yucky. I hate when I wake up and people are here. This guy is 27 and has 4 kids that he won custody of. And his wife has 4 kids of her own, so between them they have 8 kids! *insert jaw on floor here*. He’s really a responsible, hard worker and soooo cute. When I first met him I was like <3___<3, and my dad like, loves this guy. But oh well--he’s married with 8 kids lol. His name is Danny! *facepalm* My life is consumed with Dans wtf? For a while it was Davids, damn. The whole “D” name thing is getting annoying. Ewww! Bugs in my cereal! *shoves it away and gags* Damn, it’s 10:20AM and Danny isn’t here still. He told my dad he’ll be here. Well, we got him a job with a neighbor down the street but he’s not there either. Hmmm. I don’t know. Whateva---I just want my bathroom to be done. I know I need to be more patient but man. I want my own space. I am so eager to organize and prettify! *sigh* So, I think my brother could possibly be moving back in with us. He can’t find a job in his podunk town and so he can’t pay his child support so they’re going to put him in jail. So he might have to come back here where he can find a job. I’m not sure if he will or not. my dad isn’t thrilled at the idea. Neither am I. Lmao. I guess we’ll find out. I wanted to do a video/pictures of my bathroom when it’s complete but I guess that’s for next time, eh?
Ok. So, you want to know more about Justin. I went to read what I already wrote about him, but I can’t find it. It’s probably all in green! Nope, not in green hmmm. Oh well, if I repeat myself, I’m sorry. So, I’m going back to TAM now and one of my fellow poets is Kathy. Well, Kathy’s son, Justin goes in now also. So that’s how I met him. First, Stella showed me his picture though. Omg, hott. He’s Mr “yea I go work out.” Pffft. He’s buff, but I just wish we could see his eyes. He’s always wearing his deputy uniform and shades in the picture. Anyway, he finally came to TAM and we clicked right away. Ever since, we have flirted a whole lot. Like, really heavy flirting. He sent me butterfly “wish you well’s” on facebook but he sent me butterfly kisses. well anyway he’s 22 and lives in Las Vegas. I was 22 when I got married. It’s only been 5 years but to me, that was a lifetime ago so even though we’re only five years different in age, I feel like it’s more. He also just recently recovered from a very bad heartbreak. He had been with this girl for a while and he bought her a ring and proposed. She wore the ring all weekend and had a good time with the family--and then dumped him because she didn’t want to marry “just a cop.” She wanted to marry a doctor. First of all, the greedy gold digging bitch did him a favor. How the hell do you invest time in a relationship with someone knowing they are a cop, if you just want to marry a damn doctor? At least she didn’t actually marry him. He got out of being more hurt down the road. However, she really hurt him to begin with and Kathy says he’s finally him again. So he’s happy. Good. I do feel like I was meant to be close to him and his family. He is so sweet and his heart comes from a very pure place. So, there ya have it--that is all about Justin… Right now I am watching Supernatural before we go to Oktoberfest! Whoa. This episode of Supernatural--not even 10 minutes in and it’s fucking emotional. Oh. Dean and Sam are dead. Heaven looks weird. Jesus, Dean is so sexy. Oh my God--so fucking sexy! <3 Jensen Ackles <3
9:55pm
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Well Oktoberfest was alright. I had bratwurst, leberkase, saurkraut and visited with them. They work there, but this year we couldn’t find them. We haven’t gone in a long time either. Anyway, he finally asked someone and we found out that the husband died 3 years ago. It was a bummer! I hate not getting to say goodbye. I’m still really sad that Kyle committed suicide. I’ve been thinking lately that I hope I make my friends and family feel loved. I hope no one feels alone. I wish I’d at least talked/reached out to to Kyle more. It may not have saved him, but still maybe it would have made some difference. Sorry for the downer, I was just thinking about it. One, no a couple, funny things about Oktoberfest. First, lots of people wore chicken hats. I wish I’d brought the camera because it was so funny to see people with chickens on their head. Also, when we were watching people dance, the table in front of ours was full of drunk people and their bench seat kept collapsing! Lmao. It was so funny. I wish I’d taken photos. But 500 pix is enough! So, and plus I didn’t want to carry around something I might lose. Anyway, bed time. Sweet dreams, nighty nighterz don’t let the bed bugs biterz!
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