Volume 12 of my life

{The next 2 chapters of this notebook are written by me because after that entry was written, miss Chelsea and I had a huge fight and stopped talking for a long time.  Some of this stuff might be hard to read and I might not put all of it in.  So just keep that in mind.  But as of November 2nd, 2013, we have since worked out our issues and have talked about a lot of this stuff.  But... you deserve to know what the last 2 chapters say because this IS your notebook too, Chels.  And I love you.}

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(Beginning of Volume 12 of my life)

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July 21st, 2008

Well--It looks like this is the last notebook in this series.  The Notebook Girls, Chelsea and Rita, are no longer friends.  It's sad but I guess I pissed her off about something or other and instead of being honest with me she stopped talking to me.  So... I will continue this notebook when I'm ready.

Wow... I am really bummed.  I wanted to see what she did with everything but I guess I'll never know.  I'd say we both fucked up.  I said some things I shouldn't have and she again took something way too seriously and didn't have the balls to yell at me when it first happened.  But now it's decided that this friendship cannot be repaired.  Because I won't let it.  If she wants to be nosey and snoop my MySpace that's fine but she will never speak to me again.  It's a real shame too.  I thought we were better than this. I thought we could be honest with each other but I guess not.  So... bye Chelsea.  I will always miss you, but I have to move on with my life.  Thanks for at least giving the notebooks back and I hope you have fun with the one you decorated yourself.  Maybe you and Erin will be notebook buddies, maybe not.  Maybe you'll never look at another nb the rest of your life in the same way.  I've already moved on... I'm nb buddies with Bev and I believe it'll work out a lot better than this one.  Anyways Chelsea... I hope you have a good life.  I really do.  If you are gonna be like this forever then you can be like... whatever.  Just remember--I only have shitty things to say about people that I have nothing else to go on.  Maybe you should pick your friends better.  Oh and CHANGE YOUR MYSPACE PASSWORD, DUH!!