Sunday, 8/15/10

Sunday, 8/15/10
7:49am

Good morning!  We just left my mom’s house on our way to see my brother.  It’s going to be a *lovely* 2-3 hour drive.  Er maybe that’s 3-4 hours.  My mom has already started her famous bitching… and my dad has already complained about how my mom never listens to anything we say. She’s like talking to a wall sometimes.  Well, most of the time actually.  Sometimes we wonder why we tell her anything at all.  *shakes head* Gee, I wonder why I’m so negative.  I was actually just sitting here thinking about how negative I’ve always been.  Erin is too.  I’ve decided that’s why we don’t date.  People sense negativity and I think there must be a cloud of it hanging over Erin and me.  I can’t change Erin, but I’ve got to do something about me.  I do not want to waste life away with being upset and negative so much.  So there.  I’m going to make a serious effort to change starting NOW.  :)
Man, I wish I had downloaded “smile” by Uncle Kracker.  I love that song. Alright, I’m going to lay down and listen to music.

<3,
me
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8-15-10 11:30pm
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What a day.  Within fifteen minutes of being here, I was already crying in my dad’s truck and wishing I hadn’t come. Riley was told to play with his waters balloons so I went with him to do it.  I should’ve asked if he had a bathing suit when I saw that his clothes were wet.  I did wonder why he was playing with water balloons in his clothes.  {that’s not YOUR responsibility, Chels.  His PARENTS should have made sure he had a bathing suit on if they were making a big deal out of him playing with his water balloons.  And also… who gives a fuck if his clothes get wet?  It’s not like those are his ONLY clothes.  Damn.}.
So, I just figured Rory knew.  But no he came out and yelled at Riley and Riley said *I* told him he could and so Rory was like “Don’t listen to her, listen to me” and then denied ever saying Riley could play with the water balloons. Whatever. I told my mom I’d smack him in the face and she told “me” not to fight.  I should’ve known better than to say anything to her about her precious son.
Rory also accused me several times of putting things on the table that the baby gets into.  Like my gum.  And a coke that Reegan dumped on the couch.  It wasn’t even my coke!  My dad even told Rory that RORY set the coke there.  But no, he does no wrong.  Oh he also said Riley was mean to Reegan and I said “you were mean to me, too, what’s your point?”  And he was like, “you have a real smart fuckin’ mouth, you know that?” And I was like, “Where do you think I get it from?” He got pissed coz he wasn’t allowed to drive the truck and said we could “all get the fuck out of his house.”
He’s a fucking idiot brat and I am disgusted by the house and how Reegan looked when I got here. But damn he has an awesome roommate.  <3 Josh <3.:)

Love,
Star