11:18pm
I really need to own up to my feelings. I can’t let Chelsea work on the notebook because despite the fact that I would really love to make her work her ass off for something I feel she cheated me out of, I can’t be THAT mean. It just doesn’t seem right to me after she put me through hell. Tonight she was talking about being scared of taking care of a baby that is 2 days old and has a cleft palate. I just told her that she’ll be fine and she said, “you always had more faith in me” and I said “than u had in urself” and I turned my phone off. If our friendship is gonna be called off every time we have a fight then I don’t need it.
In other news… I really hope that my laptop comes tomorrow. My first line of business is buying a plane ticket which hopefully Ryan will be able to help with. Actually I need him to pay for the whole thing and then I hope I can pay him back. He said he’d help out and I really don’t want to make him feel like I’m taking advantage. I’ve already not let him fix my car and give me money so I could get home, so maybe it’ll make up for things if I let him buy my ticket and hopefully by the time I get down there I can pay him back most of it. It will get take care of I’m sure, I just want to see him again.
11:34pm
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