March 10th, 2008

March 10th, 2008

Hey chica!
i totally didn't even finish writing what I was going to.  I got too tired.  So, I have to bite the big one and write what I was going to.  Oh my gosh this is so embarrassing!  Okay okay, enough stalling.

{really embarrassing thing I don't want the whole world knowing}

So... Saturday afternoon was pretty awesome.  I really got to know Ryan.  When we got back home from doing everything, Ryan had gotten some mice for the snakes cuz I guess they were hungry.  Well, I had still never held one so Ryan let me hold the orange one (the male).  So, I walked with him to the living room and I took him by the turtle cage.  He I guess wanted to be inside my shirt cuz he was crawling or at least attempting to crawl inside my shirt so I handed him back to Ryan.  I came back to the living room and the turtle freaked out. But I calmed him down.  It was so cute.

So... I finally got my notebook-y stuff for the notebook.  I can't fucking wait for the new book.  Hopefully by the time this one is finished it won't take too long.  I don't want to still be writing all that shit.  It takes away from the journal stuff.

Alright sweets, I got a long-ass day tomorrow so I'm gonna end this right here.  I love you so much girl!  Woo hoo almost volume 4!  So exciting!

1:35am

<3,
me
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After 2am

I hate turning my light on after I've turned it off but right after this I'm going to sleep.  Of course I'm watching the Steve Wilkos show.  I don't know if I'm gonna call them just because I feel like nationalizing them would cause bigger problems than there already are.  But just keep track of everything you have in record and see if you can tape the conversations.
Anyways there was this young woman who said she was selling drugs and prostituting herself.  Steve took her to this drughouse and these 2 women talked her out of it. While that one woman was talking I wished I could hug her.  Sometimes that's all people need.
Anywho... Imma try and go to sleep soon.  But here is something that pisses me off.
Men who are married who can't get sex from their wives go out looking for sex... raping the hooker who agreed to have sex with him.  WHAT THE FUCK?

<3,
me
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10:45am

Ugh I am so tired.  I could not fall asleep last night.  I don't think it was the unisom, I think it was the fact that I couldn't stop drinking iced tea at 1am.  I knew that was gonna happen.  I'm gonna get a latte before work though.  HAVE A GOOD DAY TODAY, SWEETIE!

<3,
me