April 8th, 2008

April 8th, 2008
1:10am

Haha.  Most of the time I don't even know what time it is.  haha.  Anywho, yeah!  I finally got you your wallet!  You really need to take better care of your wallet.  Ugh I am so stressed out!  Damn bills piling up.
Looks like I'm not paying my electric bill this month.  I need to pay my water and cable.  Damn cable!  Pffft.  I can do this.  I can hold out for a few months longer.  Next month we're all getting our rebates in the mail so we'll be able to catch up (thank God).  Tips have been so shitty lately. That's another reason why I'm stressing out right now.  In the past past 3 days I've made less than 30 bucks, so I haven't been able to put anything in the bottle.
I might have to break it open.  I REALLY don't want to. But we'll see.  I won't do it unless I absolutely have to.  And that's a big if.  I hope you and David are okay.  It must be interesting not having any internet so you guys don't really have any distraction besides tv.  I'm sorry you're sick though.

Holy shit!  I've almost written in this whole thing!  Damn. I'm sorry again that it's taking so long.  But this weekend (or maybe next) I'm taking everything that I have ready and I'm typing it up.  So by May I should have it nice and ready.  I feel bad!  But at the same time I love the fact that I have all this stuff to help me through this stressful time in my life.  Haha.  So... I started writing the story before you said something. Even tho I used Geoff's real name and his parents' real names, it's a different story than what I want MY story to be like.  So I'm going to use Geoff for my story too, but later on.  Anywho, I need to lay down.  I'm exhausted.  But I'll write tomorrow.

Promise!

Love,
Rita
1:43am
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11:30am

Omg I had such a weird dream. It involved you.  Ummm... I wish I could remember it. I remember that you, me, David, and Brian were in a hotel. I think it was a hotel/apartment thing.  Anywho, all I remember is that all you wanted was attention from your parents but they weren't paying attention.  And I remember you ran into the bathroom and there were 2 bathtubs filled with water.  One kind of ran into the other one.  And you and one of the dogs (I think it was Tucker) ran into the bathtubs and you hurt your foot.  It wasn't that bad though.  And I also remember that Brian was trying to show me a scrapbook he made so you found it for me.  We opened it and noticed that none of the pictures and clippings were glued on so they fell off.

Okay well I decided that today I am going to work on actually putting stuff in the notebooks.  So I gotta get to working if I'm ever going to get anywhere.

Love,
me

12:43pm
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6:11pm

Hey sweets!
I am so exhausted!  I just got finished working on the notebook.  I am making little books so the notebook can last a little bit longer.  <3.  At first I was afraid to put anything in the book because I didn't know how much room I needed.  But I actually did pretty good.
Well... I am out of unisom.  So I am attempting to be natural tonight.  I want to get off sleeping pills all together so it doesn't become a problem for me in the future.  Plus I want to get my natural sleep back.  I am not sure when I should be getting ready.  My friend Simone is picking me up for school today.  I think the outreach starts at 7:30 so... I dunno.  I am so not looking forward to going to work tomorrow. The past couple weeks in tips has been sucking like crazy. I don't wanna get sent home early again.  Actually, that part doesn't seem too bad.  Lol.  I just wanna be useful and make some money!
Ugh.

Anywho, I gotta get ready for school now so I'll write more when I get home.

Love,
me

6:26pm