12:41am
Hey chica! Oh my gosh I am so worried about you. I hope you're okay. You haven't been online since Thursday afternoon. I have called you at least 11 times. I feel like a stalker. I just hope you're okay. Holy shit I am tired. I've basically been working on the notebook stuff since I've been awake. But I would much rather have spent it with you. I feel so stupid. I spent like a month and a half writing stuff out and I should have just emailed it to myself. Oh well. I had an idea but I tried it on one project (the poem book) and I decided against it. It saves paper and everything but it would make the notebook impossible to write in. So I'm just gonna scatter some of the projects around. Besides, it might be more interesting that way.
Dear God,
Please be with Chelsea right now. I don't know where she is and I am extremely worried about her. Please send me a sign that she is okay, and please let her know that I love her very much. It's not like her to keep her phone off and not go online. I know things aren't going too well right now for her because of the eviction and everything, but I am so scared she might do something to someone, or worse, herself. Just please send me a sign. Anything.
In Jesus' name,
Amen.
Chica this is scaring me!! Either you're at your parents' house and you can't get to a phone, or you shut the phone off and stayed offline. Either that or you're somewhere on the street shivering cold. I miss you! I need to talk to you so I know you're still alive.
Alright well Imma get going for now. Please be okay!
Love,
me
1:05am
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After 2am
hey sweets,
I'm so glad I got to talk to you tonight. I was watching this show on MTV called True Life: I'm Supporting my family. This one girl's mother committed suicide and she had to take care of her 3 younger siblings. She was a part time dancer and I liked the fact that she was using the money to pay her bills. I wouldn't go into dancing myself, but as long as the place isn't too bad and you like it, I don't see what would be so wrong. Plus it's a great workout. I will just support you no matter what you decide. Wow. It feels weird to say that. I can't believe I'm supporting stripping. The thing I don't understand is... why would David even consider you to be in a porno movie but he doesn't want you being a dancer? Was he just kidding about the porn?
Anywho, so I dunno what's up with nathan and Anna but I guess he wants to go to her prom. Since he's like 4 years older than her, the principal wants to interview him.
I know you're going to read this in my email but I don't care. I am sorry about the sex talk. I just wanted David to go away so that's what I started talking about.
Oh and Shani finally got the hint that I don't want to talk to her anymore. And frankly I don't care if I ever do. She's just too much drama. It is sad but... oh well.
Alright chica. I'm going to get going cuz I need to sleep.
<3,
me
2:43am
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11:02am
Holy shit I am tired. I tried to wait until the guys finished watching Transformers to go to sleep cuz it was loud but I couldn't wait so I turned my tv off and started to go to sleep and I couldn't fall asleep. Let me just say that I can't wait until Ryan and Nathan get married and have children. Cuz you know they won't be able to be that loud. Cuz their wives need to go to work and their children need to wake up early for school. So ha!!
Anyways, man I need to do some laundry. I just need clean socks and underwear and Brian's work stuff. So hopefully I can gather up enough quarters to do a load or two at the laundramat. Anna is here. I dunno how early Nathan woke up to get her. I just wish she'd LEAVE.
<3,
me
P.S. This is gonna sound REALLY bad but I hope she gets caught cheating on him cuz that is the only way I won't have to put with her anymore.
I'm horrible, I know.
11:19am
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