Tuesday, June 10, 2014

9-17-10

9-17-10
1:11pm

Ugh.  I woke up at 11:30 with crazy cramps.  I wish my period would just start, dammit.  Anyway, I’m having chicken salad and sweet potato fries. Yummy!  Ooooh it’s Friday.  I can officially say “the party is the day after tomorrow.”  Woo.  It was tonight but not now.  I just hope I don’t start my period and can’t make it to work tomorrow or the party Sunday.  Ugh.  That would be terrible.  I mean really unfair.  Boooo. So ok, time to get to work on these dreams lol.  We better stop this madness.

Dream Numero Dos
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We were in a place where there was snow on the ground.  I remember cuz I could hear the snow crunching under our feet.  We had to get a ride back to our car so we got one from these guys… this one guy was a real pervie perv.  He kept looking at me and making comments.  I just blew him off though.  When we got out of the car you told me that he kept trying to see if I was checking him out.  Then you were telling me you got sunburn on your back and you had these two tattoos both on the same side and the sunburn was on your neck blending. They were big but they looked cool… I just can’t remember the design but they looked tribal.

Key words:
snow
crunching
ride
car
pervert guy
sunburn
tribal tattoos

Snow:
To see snow in your dream, signifies your inhibitions, unexpressed emotions and feelings of frigidity.  You need to release and express these emotions and inhibitions.  Alternatively, snow means that you are feeling indifferent, alone and neglected.  If the snow is melting, then it suggests that you are acknowledging and releasing emotions you have repressed.  You are overcoming your fears and obstacles.  If the snow is dirty, then it refers to a loss in innocence, impurity and uncleanness.  Some aspect of yourself or situation has been tainted.

To dream that you are watching the snow fall, represents a clean start and a fresh, new perspective.  It is indicative of spiritual peace and tranquility.

To dream that you are playing in the snow, indicates that you need to set some time for fun and relaxation.  alternatively, the dream means that you need to take advantage of opportunities that arise; otherwise such opportunities will disappear.

To dream that you find something in the snow, suggests that you are exploring and accessing your unused potential, abilities, and talents.  You have uncovered some hidden talent and ability within yourself.  It may also refer to a need to forgive.

Ride:
To dream that you are riding an animal or vehicle, symbolizes the path and direction of your life.  If you were riding away, then it suggests that you need to distance yourself from some issue.  Alternatively, the dream means that you are going along with someone else’s plans and ideas.  You need to be less passive and stand up for yourself.  In particular, to dream that you are riding a bicycle, motorcycle, or horse, is analogous to your sexual rhythm.

In particular, to dream that you are riding a bicycle, motorcycle, or horse symbolizes the rhythm of some sexual act.

Automobile:
To dream that you are riding an automobile signifies that even in pleasant situations, you will still be restless and uneasy.

To dream that you nearly escape from the impact of an automobile, denotes that you will successfully overcome and rivalry.

To dream that there is no one driving the automobile, suggests that you need to reassess your level of control over your life.  You are unwilling to take responsibilities for your actions.

Car:
To dream that you are driving a car, denotes your ambition, your drive and your ability to navigate from one stage of your life to another.  Consider how smooth or rough the car ride is.  If you are driving the car, then you are taking an active role in the way your life is going.  However, if you are the passenger, then you are taking a passive role.  If you are in the backseat of the car, then it indicates that you are putting yourself down and are allowing others to take over.  This may be a result of low self-esteem or low self-confidence.  Overall, this dream symbol is an indication of your dependence and degree of control you have on your life.

To dream that you forgot or can’t find where you parked your car, indicates that you are dissatisfied or unhappy with an aspect of your waking life.  You do not know what you really want to do with your life or where you want to go.  To dream that your car has been stolen, indicates that you are being stripped of your identity.  This may relate to losing your job, a failed relationship, or some situation which has played a significant role in your identity and who you are as a person.  If you dream that your car is overheating, then it suggests that you are expending too much energy.  You need to slow down or run the risk of being burnt out.  You are taking on more than you can handle.  It is time to take a breather.

To see a parked car in your dream, suggests that you need to turn your efforts and energies elsewhere. You may be needlessly spending your energy in a fruitless endeavor.  Alternatively, a parked car may symbolize your need to stop and enjoy life.  To dream that you cannot find where you parked your car, suggests that you do not know where you want to go in life.

To dream that you are almost hit by a car, suggests that your lifestyle, beliefs or goals may be in conflict with another’s.  It may also be symbolic of a jolting experience or injured pride.  To dream that you are unable to roll up the windows of your car, suggests that you are showing some hesitation and reservation about the direction that you are taking in life or the path that you have chosen.  To see a haunted car in your dream, represents unfinished goals.  You had started off on a path or journey, but never reached the end.  Perhaps life had taken you on a different direction that you had planned or intended.

Pervert:
To see a pervert in your dream suggests that you are having issues with closeness in some relationship.  You are trying to keep your distance in order to avoid getting hurt.

Sunburn:
To dream that you have a sunburn, indicates that there is an emotional situation or problem that you can no longer avoid.  Some urgent matter is literally burning through to your soul and demanding your immediate attention.

Tattoo: 
To dream that you have tattoos, represent your sense of individuality and the desire to stand out in a crowd.  You want to be unique and different from everybody else, particularly if you do not have any tattoos in real life. Consider also what the tattoo is and what significance it has in your life.  It may represent something that has left a lasting impression on you.  Alternatively, to dream that you have a tattoo, suggests that a waking situation or decision is having a much longer lasting effect that you had expected.

To dream that you are a tattoo artist, suggests that your exotic tastes and strange experiences may turn off those around you.  If you are a tattooist in real life, then the dream is just a reflection of who you are.

Snow means inhibitions, unexpressed emotions, feelings of frigidity, feelings of indifference, aloneness, and neglect and so you need to release and express all those emotions.  I think the fact that you heard the crunching sound is a good sign in that you were taking the steps to “crunch” those feelings away.  Riding signifies the path or direction you’re going in life.  The car/automobile means you’re having feelings of restlessness and unease.  The fact that we needed a ride to our car could mean (if it was lost) you’re not happy with the waking life and getting a ride=you going along with what’s ahead of you hoping for change.  The pervert signifies having trouble/issues with closeness in some relationship, you’re trying to keep distance so you don’t get hurt which could be why you blew him off.  This could pertain to both me and Ryan.  I hurt you so maybe you’re still being cautious.  Plus Ryan and you have your own “issues” that could play a role.  Sunburn means there’s an emotional situation that can no longer be avoided. An urgent matter is literally burning through to your soul and demanding your attention.  Tattoos signify your sense of individuality and wanting to stand out in a crowd I’m thinking that since *I* was the one with the sunburn and tattoos, either we still have something in our friendship to deal with… or you sense I have emotions/problems to deal with, that I’m trying to break free and stand out and you’re there to help me through it and see it--maybe you’re afraid I’ll push you away again through it.  
--Alright I have to do laundry and call corporate now.  Wish me luck.

<3,
Star
2:26pm
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9/17/10
2:57pm

Well, just got off the phone with corporate, or rather, I hung up on them so it obviously didn’t go well. No one cares about the workers who get treated like dirt.  They sit there and protect the fucking store managers.  I was trying to explain to the woman what was going on with Judy, but she kept interrupting me and putting words in my mouth.  She told me Judy wasn’t “reprimanding” me when I never said she was.  It’s all in how she talks to us--and in front of people.  Then she tried to get me to tell her more things that person--Judy--had done to me and I couldn’t think because I was getting upset. So I told her it was mainly me being tired of seeing Judy treat everyone poorly.  The lady basically told me I couldn’t do that… so I ended up saying “well then I guess you can’t help me.  Thank you.”  And I hung up.  I just feel like crying. Why do I even bother ever trying to explain myself to people?  I want a new job.  Now I’m worried my phone call won’t remain anonymous.  =( What if I get fired for calling now?  Crap. This sucks so much.

<3,
Star
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Dream Number Three!
First I dreamed that I was pregnant but I didn’t want anyone to know. I was trying to get ready for school and this spirit was pissed at me so at first she moved all my stuff around and then she set the house on fire.  I saw my parents sitting in chairs and I called out to them but I noticed they were asleep so I shook them and they woke up.  We ran out and ran back in again when the fire was gone.  I finally got dressed and took my backpack and my instrument and went to school.  When I got to school, I noticed that all the kids were from the newer season of Degrassi.  Someone kidnapped her and hid her in one of the upstairs rooms.  They kept giving me stupid clues that sent me on a wild goose chase.  I finally got them to tell me where they hid her but by the time I got there it had already changed.  I got stuck on a floor where everyone had some sort of mental problem.  I got off the floor before anyone could catch me.  I finally saw her make her way through the maze of stairs so I followed her and we got reunited with our group.   
Then everyone was going to watch me walk my daughter to her school which was in another wing of the same building.  The girl just looked up at me and started singing songs to me.  She looked like me when I was little and she was the sweetest little girl ever.

Key words:
pregnant
school 
angry spirit
fire
parents 
sleep
kidnap
hide 
clues 
stuck
mental problems 
maze
stairs 
singing 

Pregnant:
To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing.  You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it.  Being pregnant in your dream may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal.  Alternatively, if you are trying to get pregnant, then the dream may be a wish fulfillment.  If you are not trying to get pregnant, but dream that you are, then it symbolizes fear of new responsibilities.

If you are really pregnant and have this dream, then it represents your anxieties about the pregnancy.  If you are in your first trimester of pregnancy, then your dreams tend to be about tiny creatures, fuzzy animals, flower, fruit and water.  In the second trimester, dreams will reflect anxieties about being a good mother and concerns about possible complications with the birth. Dreams of giving birth to a non-human baby are also common during this period of pregnancy.  Finally, in the third trimester, dreams consists of your own mother.  As your body changes and grows, dreams of whales, elephants and dinosaurs and other larger animals may also start appearing at this stage of pregnancy.  

If you are pregnant and dream of the gender of the baby, then the dream reflects your waking preoccupation with the gender of the baby. It is normal to wonder whether you are having a boy or a girl. In fact, when others find out that you are pregnant, they often ask if you are having a boy or a girl. There is no evidence that dreams can "tell" you the sex of the baby. 

School
To dream that you are in school signifies feelings of inadequacy and childhood insecurities that have never been resolved. It may relate to anxieties about your performance and abilities. If you are still in school and dream about school, then the dream may just be a reflection of your daily life and has no special significance. 
Alternatively, a dream that takes place in school may be a metaphor for the lessons that you are learning from your waking life. You may be going through a "spiritual learning" experience. 
To dream that you are looking for a school suggests that you need to expand your knowledge and learning. To dream that you are at a new school means that you are feeling out of place in some situation. Or perhaps there is a new lesson that you need to learn.
To dream that you are running away from school means that you are not being receptive to new ideas and viewpoints. You have not learned from your past mistakes.
To dream that your childhood school is in ruins suggests that you are dwelling on some unresolved childhood issue. Alternatively, the dream represents the passage of time. You need to look toward the future instead of reliving the past.

Spirits
To see or talk to spirits in your dream signify your fears about death. The spirits may be trying to guide you through some waking issues or problems. Pay close attention to what the spirits are trying to convey. Alternatively, the dream may be a pun on your enthusiasm and uplifted spirit for some matter or occasion.

Fire
Depending on the context of your dream, to see fire in your dream can symbolize destruction, passion, desire, illumination, purification, transformation, enlightenment, or anger. If you are not afraid of the fire and it is under control or contained in one area, then it is a symbol of your own internal fire and inner transformation. Something old is passing and something new is entering into your life. Your thoughts and views are changing. If the fire is encircling you and someone else, then it signifies your bond to that person. The two of you share something significant. The dream may be a metaphor for someone who is "fiery". It can also represent your drive, motivation, and creative energy. Alternatively, the dream may be warning you of some dangerous or risky activities. You are "playing with fire".
To dream that you are being burned by fire indicates that your temper is getting out of control.  Some issue or situation is burning up inside you.
To dream that a house is on fire indicates that you need to undergo some transformation. If you have recurring dreams of your family house on fire, then it suggests that you are still not ready for the change or that you are fighting against the change. Alternatively, it highlights passion and the love of those around you.
To dream that you put out a fire signifies that you will overcome your obstacles in your life through much work and effort. If you are setting a fire to something or even to yourself, then it indicates that you are undergoing some great distress. You are at the brink of desperation and want to destroy something or some aspect of yourself.
To dream that you can start fire with your hands represents anger that you are trying to repress. You have difficulty expressing yourself and tend to overreact.
To dream that you can bend fire refers to your ability to control your anger.

Parents
To see your parents in your dream symbolize both power, shelter, and love. You may be expressing your concerns and worries about your own parents. Alternatively, it represents the merging of the female and male aspects of your character. 

Sleeping
To dream that you are sleeping denotes peace of mind. Alternatively, it means that you are ignorant of the conditions and circumstances around you. If you are sleeping with a stranger, then it suggests that you are avoiding some issue or situation that is being symbolized by the stranger. Perhaps you are refusing to recognize a negative or hidden aspect of yourself. Sleeping may also be synonymous with death in that it beckons renewal and new beginnings.
To see someone sleeping in your dream is a reflection of yourself and your own subconscious mind. It is telling you that you may not be alert or informed about a particular situation. More specifically, to see your parent(s) sleeping implies that you are turning a blind eye to certain things that would normally bother you. To see your boyfriend sleeping in your dream indicates that you are refusing to see a problem in the relationship. You are afraid to confront or bring up the issue.

Kidnap
To dream that you are being kidnapped denotes feelings of being trapped and restricted. Someone or some situation may be diverting your concentration and your attention away from your goals. In particular, to dream that you are kidnapped by your ex-boyfriend suggests that your ex still has some sort of emotional hold on you. 
To dream that someone has been kidnapped indicates that you are not letting aspects and characteristics of that person to be expressed within you. You are trying to contain and/or suppress the qualities of the kidnapped person.
To dream that you are a kidnapper signifies that you are holding on to something that you need to let go. You may be forcing your views and opinions on others. 
Hiding
To dream that you are hiding suggests that you are keeping some secret or withholding some information. You may not be facing up to a situation or dealing with some issue. However, you may be getting ready to reveal something and confess before somebody finds out. In particular, to dream that you are hiding from some authority figure (police, parent, teacher...), implies feelings of guilt.
To dream that someone is hiding indicates that you are looking for a sense of security and protection. 

Stuck
To dream that you are stuck represents a feeling of helplessness and not being able to escape from life's problems or stresses. You have lost confidence in yourself and in your ability to move ahead in your life. Your lack of clear goals and low self-esteem may be a common cause for such dreams.

Asylum
To dream that you are at an asylum suggests that you are feeling tremendous mental strain and are trying to reach out for help. You are acknowledging your need for help.  

Mental Institution
To dream that you are in a mental institution indicates a need for rest and a need to reset your mind. Don't be afraid to ask for help/assistance when you need it.
To dream that you are outside a mental institution suggests that you are feeling ostracized or shunned. You may be close to a mental breakdown. Or you are feeling left out, excluded, and ignored.

Mentally Challenged
To dream that you are mentally challenged indicates that you are experiencing feelings of self-doubt. You are afraid of being left out or left behind.
To see a mentally challenged person in your dream suggests that someone around you is feeling ignored or overlooked. Perhaps you have failed to listen to what they have to say and as a result are alienating them.

Maze
To dream that you are in a maze denotes that you need to deal with a waking task on a more direct level. You are making the situation harder than it really is. Alternatively, the maze symbolizes life's twists and turns. It represents indecision, confusion, missteps, feeling lost or being misled. 

Stairs
To dream that you are walking up a flight of stairs indicate that you are achieving a higher level of understanding. You are making progress into your spiritual, emotional or material journey. The dream is also analogous to material and thoughts that are coming to the surface. 
To dream that you are walking down a flight of stairs represents your repressed thoughts. You are regressing back into your subconscious. It also refers to the setbacks that you are experiencing in your life. If you are afraid of going down the stairs, then it means that you are afraid to confront your repressed emotions and thoughts. Is there something from your past that you are not acknowledging?
To dream that you slip or trip on the stairs signify your lack of self confidence or conviction in the pursuit of some endeavor. If you slip going up the stairs, then it means that you are moving too fast toward attaining your goals. If you slip going down the stairs, then it suggests that you are moving too quickly in delving into your subconscious. You may not be quite ready to confront your subconscious or repressed thoughts.
To see spiral or winding stairs signify growth and/or rebirth.

Singing
To sing in your dream represents happiness, harmony and joy in some situation or relationship. You are uplifting others with your positive attitude and cheerful disposition. Singing is a way to celebrate, communicate, embrace and express your feelings.
To hear someone sing in your dream signifies emotional and spiritual fulfillment. Your mood is changing for the positive as your outlook in life is looking up.

Well, I think everything I printed out is pretty clear in the dream but basically, I think you’re just going through changes that cause some insecurities that you aren’t able to talk about yet. But you may be dealing with things from your childhood, maybe death. However, you know you can work these obstacles out, because of your support system.  You may not be alert of some situations and maybe you’re trying to acquire some characteristics of a younger you.  You may had a secret causing you to feel stuck.  Watch for someone close to you may be feeling ignored.  There may be things going on and you’re making the situation harder than it is.  All in all, I think these changes are good for you.

*Ok, there’s a reason I’m not a dream interpretor.  Lol.  I think all in all though, your dreams are pretty telling and they all seem to connect.  But really, I think we’re all always going to be going through some transformation.*

<3,
Star

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