So, today was a good day. I went shopping with my mom and I got some cool stuff. I got the DVD of Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants but it was a box set. I got the 2 movies plus the first book. I told Ryan I got some sexy thing in black at Victoria’s Secret so now I have to lol.
Well, I guess Chelsea is back in GA for a while. I think I am just going to be mysteriously unavailable for a while. Erin has replaced me as the bff which hurts but that’s life. I got people in my life that love me no matter what, not until something happens and I get blamed for it. So there you go. Twelve days!
Twelve days until I see Ryan. I need to find a turtle sticker and get a cute pic in and get it printed so I can wrap up his gift. I don’t even care if he doesn’t get me anything, just the trip is enough.
He really does make me happy. He just makes me laugh and he knows how to put a smile on my face. He told me tonight that he is through trying to hit on girls, that there’s only one girl he likes. I really hope it’s me, lol. I just can’t wait to see him again.
I don’t care about Chelsea at this point. I mean I do but not like I have before. It didn’t work between her and Ryan, she chose David even though that went to shit as well. I am not responsible for her life and I am done being there for her. Why put myself through the fakeness of it all?
SLEEP.
3:18am
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November 30th, 2008
5:09pm
Wow I was mean last night. I think it would be easier to let Chelsea off the hook easy than tell her the real truth. A part of me will always love her and will want to know about how she’s doing…. but that’s about it for me. I can’t deal with wondering when I’m gonna piss her off again. So...that’s the way that cookie crumbles I guess. Guess who is texting me today… Mike L. Ick. I dunno why he started talking to me again… he had his chance and I am talking to somebody else--somebody who is asking about Christmas presents today. So… he missed out by being an asshole. Too bad for him. I think I’m gonna dress up a little (at least brush my hair) and take some more pics with my turtle so I have more than 2 to choose from.
<3, me
5:39pm
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