9-24-10

9-24-10
1:27am

I keep smelling cat pee and it’s making me nauseous and giving me a headache.  If a cat has peed on our nb, I’m going to skin it alive.  I love them, I do but the four of them are such a PAIN!  Ugh.  So, as you know, I went to the job fair.  I had to wait about 20 minutes just to fill out an application.  After that I waited a while with two girls from my class at school.  The first guy who was interviewing me never told me his name.  But he was so hott.  Anyway he just asked me about my background in customer service.  That was it.  My 2nd interview was with a woman named Carol.  I really liked her.  We talked about what customer service meant and how I’d handle a difficult customer.  I think I might have a constant headache from a job like this.  I’ll be in a cubicle on the phone in front of the computer 8 hours a day.  Whew.  I’m nervous about whatever testing I do and then if I get the job I’m worried about how I’d get there, and if I could handle it.  Guess I have to stop worrying.  I need sleep but tomorrow:
--writing about: Brian (no, not your ex)
--Dan
--your last dream
--my dreams

<3,
me
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9-24-10
9:55am

Friday, Friday, Friday.  This week was so fast.  I feel like they get faster and faster now.  It’s kind of scary.  So, remember that Brian guy I told you about?  Well, apparently he's been trying to connect with me again.  I told Dave NO do not give him my number.  Tell him I have a boyfriend or something lol.  Well, then I found out that he sent Leann a text too.  Nicole was like, "he wants to hit it." I was like, "Well let's give him Melissa's number. I hear she's pretty promiscuous."  I'm pretty mean sometimes.  Oh well.  I'm not perfect so.  Anyway, I'm so glad I listened to my instinct when it came to Brian.  *pats self on back* That was well deserved in my opinion cause while I still give people the benefit of the doubt, I know to listen to my instinct.
Which brings me back to Dan.  I feel like he's just too busy to really have any kind of thing with anyone.  And he makes a lot of excuses.  But my instinct says he's such a good catch.  Maybe it's just right now isn't a good time.  I don't know.  But I can't seem to get him off my mind and that is so annoying.  I just want it to stop because I know it's not going to happen.  Lol I am such a doofus when it comes to this stuff.
I make mountains out of molehills.  I know I don’t imagine things happening, but I get too hopeful and put my all into things.  And you know what?  That may bring me a lot of disappointment but I just realized I don't want to change.  Why should I? That hope I have, and putting all I have into anything gives me life!  Which is better--way better--than the empty shell I was for years.  Alright, now I will step off my soap box.  Hah.  I'm going to work on dreams now.  Woo hoo!  Here we go.  4 for me and one more for you.  =).  No dream stuff tonight, but tomorrow for sure. Well, suddenly, I’m talking to more guys on okcupid.  I’m talking to another Dan.  I don’t find him that attractive but he’s nice so far.  Omg the cat is driving me nuts.  They are always up on my computer desk on the keyboard and just ah!  I’m watching Piper Parabo’s interviews on youtube now.  I just love her so much.  She’s adorable.  Alright I’m off to bed.  Night.

<3,
Star