9-13-10

9-13-10 11:34pm

I decided to come upstairs and watch a movie!  My Big Fat Greek Wedding.  It’s Erin’s movie.  As immature as it sounds, she’s not getting it back until I get my fuckin’ summer dress back.  Her cousin borrowed it at her party in May.  I’m sick of asking for it.  I’m sick of making sure people get their shit back, but I never get mine back.  So there.  I’m trying to decide what to wear Sunday to the party.  It’s been so long since I’ve had to decide things like that.  Never really did that with guys.  I wonder why it’s all of a sudden different…
(Ooooh, I just heard a great quote from MBFGW.  mom says: “The man may be the head of the house, but the woman is the neck and she can turn the head any way she wants.”)

Anyway, so it’s going to be a long week waiting for Sunday!  I’m so excited because now I’ve talked to this guy about seeing him at the party so it’s like we have plans to see each other.  Ok, maybe not lol but sort of.  Ok enough :/.
Tomorrow I’m turning my resume in, going to Health Department to apply for health care, food stamps, Walmart to look for my glasses, (I hope someone turned them into lost and found or I’m going to just get new glasses) and my school to get my diploma and also gotta talk to them about my payments.  My dad has two dr appts… and I’m going to Renegades. So Tuesday=busy.  Wednesday I’m really gonna work on my room.  Thursday I will also work on it, and I work 4-8.  Friday I work on my room.  Saturday I’m working… I also hope to go to a marine flea market with my dad.  Then Sunday I work and go to PARTY!  Ahhh!
I’m kind of worried about how Big Dave will also be… but I hope he will stay my friend.  If not… Um Rita… it’s so nice to feel alive again.  I hope it’s for a good reason and that I don’t get hurt.  I feel like an idiot though, liking him already.  Ok, I need to stop thinking and talking about it.  I think I’m going to tell you my whole Grant story!  Yay for me.
Alright so when I went for my first interview at Sears, Grant was the first person I came in contact with.  He let me into HR and just made conversation with me while I waited.  I kept thinking “wow he’s hott.”  Well, turns out the computer fucked up and there was no one there to interview me.  So I rescheduled.  Anyway, long story short, I got the job.  Lol so one day when I had just started, Ronnie (my operations manager), asked if I’d work all day Black Friday starting at like 6am.  So I said “absolutely” and Grant heard me.  He smiled and said, “I like this girl.  I’m glad you got the job, welcome aboard.”  After that, I didn’t really see him a lot except for like cash pick ups.  He was always really nice to me, but I know my cash lead at the time (who I got real close to…) hated him.  Cuz a rumor had gone around that she sent him naked photos.  She says it didn’t really happen, but sometimes I wonder.  (Now especially knowing what I know about him).  Anyway, in January, Grant started paying closer attention to me. It started with him grabbing my hand when he shook it, and rubbing it because he said I was cold.  It was strange but for some reason, I was delighted!  The next time he saw me, he caught me on the phone and laughed.  Then he started asking me what my hobbies were and what movies I was into.  I started to notice that Grant would purposely come over and talk to me.  He overheard me say I needed new underwear and he got all embarrassed.  It was so funny.  And okay I’m pausing my story now because the movie's over and I’m dying for Greek food lmao.  I’m gonna read now but I will write tomorrow.

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